How do you turn over your room that looks like some war torn battlefield? You just nuke it. That’s what I wish to do, take everything out that’s precious to me and just nuke everything else in the room in hope that as the atomic dust clears, all that’s left is a whitewashed sterile room. Wait, there’s the atomic DUST to take care eh?

Anyhow, am going to embark again to pack my room. So battleplan would be:

1) Get everything possible out of the room.

*embarks*

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There’s a need everyday to just do something. To achieve something, no matter how small. May it be a completing a new level in a game, taking experimental photographs, building gundams, ANYTHING.

I realized, when I’m in a state of idleness, I get really really restless.

Maybe, the busyness brings about certain calm. You forget what lies ahead or before, but just the moment of being engulfed in whatever that driving you to turn that small dream of yours into reality; tangible reality.

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Sometimes, we try to make things so perfect. That ever minute detail must be coupled with minute rhythmic precision deployment. Can’t we be allowed to improvise, to not follow time signatures of destiny but instead, crush the predetermined music sheet of life, throw it away and allow fluctuations of error.

Neverminds the consequences, at least, at least, it’s of truth, of the external embodiment of the internal latitudes of emotions. But as such, there’s no such thing, the forces of reality pushes me with much glee into compartmentalization of utter surrenderence to it.

Hence the peripheral question arises? Why go against the conducting flicks of the maestro of destiny called reality? Why make him angry by intervolving and interchanging beats of 1 and 3 with 2 and 4.

Why even try?

Well, one has tried, yet the constant bellowing of reality makes me want to leave the whole orchestra of life itself cause there can be found no satisfaction in both the congruence nor intervallic.

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I’m in a state of flux, where everything is in indefinites. No, I don’t want things to be compartmentalized, solidified or even defined. Part of the fun is to see how a story unfolds but sometimes you wish you could peek at the few chapters ahead.

But there are some things you can’t leave to chance for example studies which I wish I could ditch pronto to just concentrate on being a photographer/musicteacher/rockstar. Give me 5 years and I’d show you that dreams are not meant to be just in the clouds but instead be the very solid ground you stand on.

On a side note, I find music matures along with you as such is the beauty of a tune. It grows in two ways. One being musically as in your sensitiveness to the nuances of music itself. You may suddenly notice a certain rhythm, rhyme, chord structure, beat and other elements that you’d not notice few years priors.

Then the other would be its meaning, it could be the best song you’ve ever heard or The Song between someone you loved. But few years past, if the relationship disintegrates, it could be the most hurtful thing to your ears since it flushes down every single memory down that hole in your heart she or he made.

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Okay, the room’s looking a tad better. I could finally see my floor a little and not needing to do funky moves to get from the door to my bed. Going to repaint the room from the ghastly failed yellow tint to a more agreeable color.

Learnt that designers usually do this 60/30/10 ratio for colors. So am choosing 60 white 30 black and 10 dark brown. 30 black goes to my gadgets plus table which most are all black anyway. The dark brown because the built in furniture’s in that color.

White? Well, to facilitate indoor studio shooting. Am going to set up one corner of the room for photoshooting and such.

Then, am going to print out some of my shots, frame them up and somehow get them on the walls.

There’s this really nice big table from ikea and this sofa bed I’m eyeing for. But, shall postpone it till the end of the month to see how earnings are.

I would love to somehow shift up the piano downstairs to upstairs into my room. That’s another far off idea.

Anyhow, today was the 2nd day going to ikea alone. It kinda leaves you a tad bit lonely. I scrolled down my phonebook to a single soul to go out with me but I couldn’t. I have a handful of friends that are really close but you can’t really bug them always.

Nevertheless, that’s the nice thing of being in a relationship, somehow/most of the time, there’s always him or her that’s your partner in crime. Yet, I’d rather not be in a relationship now, too much is at stake but the loneliness can sometimes be deafening.

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